I lost.

I lost. The whole game. I lost it. I thought i'd win, but lets face it, i never win. I never could.

I just sat there and tried to pretend everything was gonna be allright. But it wasnt. I allways get hurt. I allways end up last, last choice. All the time. I allways get hurt. Or i'm too late to win. I feel as if someone took my faith and crashed it into a billion pieces. I dont think i'll beable to speak to someone about it. I lost. No differense in life. I just lost.