Dreams

She woke up, wanting to burst into tears. Three heart burning dreams lingered in her head. She wanted nothing more than to run from them. But she didnt. SHe just layed in bed, running through each one. Wishing they would just shatter like glass. They didnt.

She let a tear fall for everyone. Thinking how vivid, how scary, how unrealistic. There was no getting out of it. They're stuck there. Maybe not forever, but atleast, for the rest of the day.


So that was basicly my morning ^^^^ Incase u didnt know. It was just something i wrote. Probably gonna turn into a poetic story.

Anyways.

So my dreams basicly are stuck in my mind intell tomorrow i'm guessing. The first one was of my frend. my ex-bestfriend actually.

I was sitting in her room, going through her stuff with her to sort it out. It was when we where in school last year, i found a note in there. It was writen to her. A love note.

I read it, it was well writen, and it had songs in it and all these wonderful things. Then i looked on the back, and noother than my crush himself. a picture of him and words that said "I love you babe." dedicated to her. I just dropped the note, dispite of her telling me it was along time ago, i ran out. But like a isaid before, i didnt even know i liked him untill summer was over.

The second one was when I was small, like rlly small. bug small. Everything was so complicated and i couldnt understand any of it. everyone expected me to do something big. But i couldnt do it.

Then the last one was with my family. for some reason, we had to kill ourselves. like destroy ourselves.. i cried. i couldnt decide wether o run or do it... someone tell me what these mean?